Well… Now what to do…? I’m getting so much shit in emails they might as well be spam… I’ve asked for ages for an artist because I can’t draw for the life of me… And what do I do… Post “Project for fun, not profit… No pay, just for fun… Looking for an artist to help me”

What do I get, “Sure I’ll help, but pay me”… Dude! Did you not even f**king read the post, did you see “Artist… Wanted… Pay…”? And then think, “Yes my big break as an artist”? What!? No… You stupid incompetent little person, read the damn post… Then reply, and don’t reply with “I have other projects, want my help then pay me so I’ll quit and help you” carry on with your other project asshole I don’t need you, you get jack from me! I want people for a start, that can f**king read.

As many of you can tell, yes I’m pissed… Why… For a starters looking for an artist (old one died, yes I know it’s sad) for over 3 months… The past 49 hours without any sleep has gone slouly searching the newspapers and Internet for a artist… Sure I get replies… But you people don’t seem to understand… I won’t pay you damn it all! What the hell do you think I am? Made of money? Money I can give to a person who lives 10,000 miles away in a town I’ve never heard of, while I do this for fun while you get my money? Why do you think I ask for an artist for free… I don’t care if you draw like shit and no one will look at your art, if you can bloody draw and are not asking for pay I’d take you into thought.

Now… That off my chest… Onto resent matters… As I have stated a friend of mine and my artist has died… So that has been sad… On a lighter note, been very… Happy lately… My story has got a lot of good reviews so I’m looking forward to when I find a artist who is willing to help me… For free… I only want them to help with a short story, not my long story… Just seems no one is listening to me right now… Infact, I get a better response from my brick wall.

Right… On other things, my life has been good, except the artist part. So… I’ve been pretty happy and feeling good. My friends seem to be happier, I’m no longer sick so I can go outside and walk, run, see a lot more friends, that’s been fun… So… What else you may ask? Well I dunno about you but my brick wall sure does…

Played a lot of games lately and Phoenix Wright is f**king amazing, a brilliant game, very enjoyable. Hard though. Got a Xbox 360, and a DS with a few games as well… I felt like spending a little… So I did… Better than spending it on artists.

Well… As I was writing this I got an email from an artist… Yet another person that wants pay… Maybe I’ll direct him/her to this very page… Have a piece of my mind… Well this has to be the longest thing I’ve wrote on this site… And I think I can still keep going…

The music I’ve been listening to lately has gotten boring so I need to find more artists, so anyone got any good bands feel free to throw their names my way please. Also saw this funny thing on Veoh… Some idiot thought Deimon on Eyesheild 21 lost in episode 145… I mean… They won, you know that… Only two people knew that… Just two… What, they said “we won” well it was in Japanese but still, they said it! If you can’t understand Japanese and made yourself look a fool not my fault… Note I only know little Japanese, but enough to watch anime episodes. Speaking of which, ES21 is funny as ever and is getting good, just like Naruto and Bleach have gotten boring One Piece is the only ture gem of the big three…

Well… I think that’s all for now, sorry for any mistakes… I’ve been up for about 49 hours XD, go easy on my post… Well, see you all later ^^.